Out.

I need out, out of this hole.

I'm drowning, your drowning me...

Get out of my thoughts, so I can go back to being at least partially my true self.

I build up my barrier from you,

Because you hurt me and will continue to do so.

I'm giving up because trying on false hope is too hard and too hurtful.

I can't allow you to change me, even though if you opened up, I would be more than willing to.

Your everything I never wanted and now for some reason I find it hard to live without.